Monday, August 30, 2010

Admitting pain

One of my biggest downfalls is acknowledging my pain to others. I know my pain. I can accept it and deal with it as much as I can. But, I have a horrible time telling others about it.
Perhaps it is pride.

I don't want to admit weakness.

I don't want others to see me cry.

Which is of course silly because I don't care if other people see me cry. I think it's just the spilling forth of the acknowledgment of whatever is going on. I don't want people to know I am struggling.

And right now, I am struggling.

Emotionally, psychologically, perhaps even spiritually.

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