Much has been left unsaid.
My relationship with my partner has failed.
After almost 9 years it is over. For the last couple of months my life has been in turmoil.My heart aches for the loss of not him, but the companionship, the friend, the one person I knew would be there at the end of the day no matter what.
I am also removed from the dogs. Until I find my own place I can only see my pups sparingly. That hurts most of all.
All the good times, the trips, all of our friends, the Sunday lunches, walking to dinner, etc.
There are some positives to be had. My discernment process can now continue unabated. I am free from all the negative energy. Those two positives cannot be discounted, at all.
It's still hard.
