These days I am seriously questioning my call. It hits me in terms of paying for seminary, giving up my much loved role of verger at the Cathedral. Some days I long to just go back, be involved as a verger and have a comfort zone.
Have a comfort zone in my life for the first time in months. I think that is all I want.
I struggle with this. The call isn't about being comfortable. It is about being challenged.
But really, I just need some time I think. A few weeks, a few months, to be comfortable. To regroup.
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